12:53 pm in superwonderful
Have you guys felt afraid of expecting something? Have you guys felt afraid of dreaming? Me, yes i have!! It was a few months ago, when i had to decide where i would continue my study…
I had a dream, a big dream. There was a university in my country that i have always been dreaming of. I really wanted to choose it but i was afraid. It would be difficult to enter that university since it was quiet popular and there were many students who wanted the same thing as me. Everytime people asked me “where will you continue to study?” i felt so shy to answer. I was not really sure i could make my dream true. I was unfaithful, i was afraid, i was so sad. I didn’t know what to do. Could i really make it? Was i ready to fail? Should i let my dream go and change my choice? Those things kept coming into my mind and it made me even more afraid, until i realized something. I felt like i knew there was a girl who has ever felt this… And yes, i remembered this beautiful and great girl….
She was one of my beloved Wonder Girls. She was Park Ye Eun. She has been dreaming to be a singer for a long time, and she has been failed for so many times, but she never gave up at all. She tried and tried. And look, she made it! She could become one of The Wonder Girls, The Girls whom we love wholeheartedly now.
After that, i thought i was so stupid if i was afraid of dreaming. How could i give up when i haven’t even tried? Yeeun Unnie has even been failed for many times, but she kept trying. What about me? No, i didn’t wanna be a coward! I decided to choose that university….
A month later………….
A few minutes before the result, i was so nervous and afraid. I had no idea what to do. Praying and just praying for getting a good news. I even visited FANTASTIC and shared my feeling. I was so thankful that wonderfuls were really kind. They prayed for my result. When i opened the result, i felt like flying. I could say nothing except cried when i read “Congratulation, you are accepted in communication science”…. God heard my pray…
Yeeun unnie.. I learned something really important from her. There is no something wrong with dreaming as long as you wake up and try your best to make it to be not just a dream…..
Yeeun unnie, thank you for teaching us to never give up on our dreams.. Wonderfuls love you…
“Well you showed me how it feels, to feel the sky within my reach.
And i always will remember all the strength you gave to me.
Your love made me make it through, Oh i owe so much to you…”
Faith Hill-There You’ll be